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Monday, April 13th, 2009
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10:29 am
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It kind of scares me how OK I am with everything. Like... holy shit. Not scared in the least.
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| Thursday, April 9th, 2009
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3:35 am
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Wow. I can honestly say that I haven't been this happy in a long time. I just... yeah. :)
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| Tuesday, April 22nd, 2008
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8:38 am
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Been a while, I guess. I don't really have anything substantial to say in this post... just that I can't seem to stop thinking and thinking and thinking because there is so much going on that I cannot do anything about. It's pretty frustrating, actually, since Singers has completely taken over my life, and now my ability to focus on anything that's not the ever present conflicts and drama.
Ugh... this semester needs to be done ASAP.
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| Wednesday, March 12th, 2008
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2:51 pm
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I. Am. So. Excited.
!!!!!!!!!!
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| Tuesday, March 4th, 2008
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10:10 am
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Brett Favre... I love you!!! Don't go!!!
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| Monday, March 3rd, 2008
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12:50 pm
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Right then... so I am totally fucked for this semester. I have no idea why I'm finding it so difficult to fucking study and get decent grades, but I am. Not in my french classes- that's not the issue. It's these goddamn psych classes.
I don't really know what it is, but they're presenting a huge problem for me. Cognitive psych should not be an issue for me... but it is. I fucking bombed that last test, and I know that it was damn difficult, but that doesn't make me feel any better about it. And I always say I'll do better next time... etcetc... but it's just not happening yet and I don't know how to make it happen. I like the material, I just can't settle enough to focus on the things that I need to learn.
We're learning about depth of encoding in both psych classes- that is, how to best learn and retain information. I just can't see myself finding the time to put that effort in, though. Not with Singers in the mix and just a general lack of motivation. So that's really frustrating for me, since I have never ever had this issue before.
As for Experimental- bane of my fucking existence. I definitely just got my first paper back, and I got a C on it. I have never in my life gotten below an A/B on a paper, and though I knew that a lot of shit about this paper was confusing and most people didn't do well in the least... it's harsh. And I have to do well in this class.
I don't know... I feel like the fact that I'm having such issues with this is really indicative of a greater problem in some ways. Be it with psych, school, generally what I'm doing, I don't know...
Fuck this.
current mood: frustrated
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| Monday, February 25th, 2008
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4:09 pm
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| Tuesday, January 29th, 2008
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1:52 pm
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This might actually be a decently long entry... I'm doing my best to stay awake in my experimental psych class, but it's not working well in the least, mostly because I barely slept last night. Also, this class is just ungodly boring.
I am pretty hungover atm, since I went out to the Essen Haus/Come Back In, and everything was free. Food, alcohol.... yeah it was a Monday night. Sadly. But I suppose that it is what it is, and everything is all good. I'm cold though, since I left my house with my hair still wait, and it's not really drying in the least.
K, I can't even concentrate enough to finish a sentence here without repeating myself/making stupid spelling mistakes and it's pretty pathetic... I'm gonna go.
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| Friday, January 11th, 2008
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11:26 am
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1) Our heat is fucked up... again
2) I hate George W. Bush
3) Awkward situations really fucking blow
4) I'm really damn cranky right now
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| Thursday, December 27th, 2007
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8:12 pm
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I am crushing... a littttttttle bit. Juuuuuuust a little bit.
:)
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| Monday, December 17th, 2007
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1:27 pm
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Well then... I had a rather obnoxious experience the other day. Went to Jeff's graduation party, which should have been wonderful and drama free... right? Yeah... didn't happen.
It would seem that Grace [Matt's ex-girlfriend] hates me. As in, hates my guts, can't stand the sight of me, will do dramatic things such as uninvite her friends to her b-day party and be mad at her roommate cuz her roommate thinks I'm an OK person, hates me.
I didn't do anything... really. Like- nothing at all. And it just bothers me, since this is the second time something like this has happened in the past month or so, and it's just so damn stupid. All I did was go to a friends grad party, but no...
Ugh. Stupid.
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| Monday, December 10th, 2007
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12:31 pm
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There are some days when even I can't keep up with myself- today would just happen to be one of them.
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| Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
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2:56 am
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Right on then... I am wasted, confused, upset, and I am fairly sure that when I joined Singers, I had no idea what I was getting into... this is motherfucking ridiculous. God fucking dammit, why can't anything in my life just be 100%, wholeheartedly good?
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| Friday, November 2nd, 2007
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7:13 pm
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| Thursday, November 1st, 2007
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11:27 am
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Bored + laptop + stats + caffeine = no concentration in class. facebook, and youtube videos. just fyi.
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