Running away....

Mon, 13 Apr 2009 15:30:12 GMT

It kind of scares me how OK I am with everything. Like... holy shit. Not scared in the least.

Thu, 09 Apr 2009 08:36:53 GMT

Wow. I can honestly say that I haven't been this happy in a long time. I just... yeah. :)

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 13:40:14 GMT

Been a while, I guess. I don't really have anything substantial to say in this post... just that I can't seem to stop thinking and thinking and thinking because there is so much going on that I cannot do anything about. It's pretty frustrating, actually, since Singers has completely taken over my life, and now my ability to focus on anything that's not the ever present conflicts and drama.

Ugh... this semester needs to be done ASAP.

Wed, 12 Mar 2008 19:52:42 GMT

I. Am. So. Excited.

!!!!!!!!!!

Tue, 04 Mar 2008 16:11:04 GMT

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Brett Favre... I love you!!! Don't go!!!

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 18:56:33 GMT

Right then... so I am totally fucked for this semester. I have no idea why I'm finding it so difficult to fucking study and get decent grades, but I am. Not in my french classes- that's not the issue. It's these goddamn psych classes.

I don't really know what it is, but they're presenting a huge problem for me. Cognitive psych should not be an issue for me... but it is. I fucking bombed that last test, and I know that it was damn difficult, but that doesn't make me feel any better about it. And I always say I'll do better next time... etcetc... but it's just not happening yet and I don't know how to make it happen. I like the material, I just can't settle enough to focus on the things that I need to learn.

We're learning about depth of encoding in both psych classes- that is, how to best learn and retain information. I just can't see myself finding the time to put that effort in, though. Not with Singers in the mix and just a general lack of motivation. So that's really frustrating for me, since I have never ever had this issue before.

As for Experimental- bane of my fucking existence. I definitely just got my first paper back, and I got a C on it. I have never in my life gotten below an A/B on a paper, and though I knew that a lot of shit about this paper was confusing and most people didn't do well in the least... it's harsh. And I have to do well in this class.

I don't know... I feel like the fact that I'm having such issues with this is really indicative of a greater problem in some ways. Be it with psych, school, generally what I'm doing, I don't know...

Fuck this.

Mon, 25 Feb 2008 22:09:23 GMT

Happy :)

Tue, 29 Jan 2008 19:57:58 GMT

This might actually be a decently long entry... I'm doing my best to stay awake in my experimental psych class, but it's not working well in the least, mostly because I barely slept last night. Also, this class is just ungodly boring.

I am pretty hungover atm, since I went out to the Essen Haus/Come Back In, and everything was free. Food, alcohol.... yeah it was a Monday night. Sadly. But I suppose that it is what it is, and everything is all good. I'm cold though, since I left my house with my hair still wait, and it's not really drying in the least.

K, I can't even concentrate enough to finish a sentence here without repeating myself/making stupid spelling mistakes and it's pretty pathetic... I'm gonna go.

Fri, 11 Jan 2008 17:27:21 GMT

1) Our heat is fucked up... again

2) I hate George W. Bush

3) Awkward situations really fucking blow

4) I'm really damn cranky right now

Fri, 28 Dec 2007 02:13:12 GMT

I am crushing... a littttttttle bit. Juuuuuuust a little bit.

:)

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 19:30:52 GMT

Well then... I had a rather obnoxious experience the other day. Went to Jeff's graduation party, which should have been wonderful and drama free... right? Yeah... didn't happen.

It would seem that Grace [Matt's ex-girlfriend] hates me. As in, hates my guts, can't stand the sight of me, will do dramatic things such as uninvite her friends to her b-day party and be mad at her roommate cuz her roommate thinks I'm an OK person, hates me.

I didn't do anything... really. Like- nothing at all. And it just bothers me, since this is the second time something like this has happened in the past month or so, and it's just so damn stupid. All I did was go to a friends grad party, but no...

Ugh. Stupid.

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 18:31:41 GMT

There are some days when even I can't keep up with myself- today would just happen to be one of them.

Sun, 02 Dec 2007 08:57:20 GMT

Right on then... I am wasted, confused, upset, and I am fairly sure that when I joined Singers, I had no idea what I was getting into... this is motherfucking ridiculous. God fucking dammit, why can't anything in my life just be 100%, wholeheartedly good?

Sat, 03 Nov 2007 00:13:43 GMT

My life just went crazy.

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 16:27:36 GMT

Bored + laptop + stats + caffeine = no concentration in class. facebook, and youtube videos. just fyi.

Fri, 10 Aug 2007 19:57:36 GMT

so. ready. to. go. back. to. school.

eeeeee med cafe/hookah/art gecko evening with sara!!! amazing!

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 18:15:49 GMT

I have a plan. I'm going to work myself to death this year. And then I will drop out of school and go travel. K? K. Let's go.

Mon, 30 Jul 2007 17:32:19 GMT

Correction: I miss Israel, and I will be going back as soon as possible.

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 21:31:04 GMT

I miss Israel.

Fri, 13 Jul 2007 21:49:53 GMT

You feel like you have nowhere to run, but what's scaring you enough to make you flee? Sit down and breathe. Your fears could actually be the most frightening part of the situation.

That was my horoscope... yeah.

Thu, 21 Jun 2007 21:15:02 GMT

See???? I win!! Totally, 100% win.

And because I can-

Sat, 16 Jun 2007 05:42:15 GMT

I am so. goddamn. frustrated. I just- I have no words. Fuck this all.

Wed, 23 May 2007 19:17:53 GMT

I have way too much fun :)

Wed, 16 May 2007 16:23:15 GMT

done. nooooo more. rachael is done with all this.

Sun, 13 May 2007 20:23:52 GMT

In the past 24 hours, I thought I had lost my camera, I found it, then I thought that I had lost all my memory cards, and then I found all of them, too. Thank fucking god.